Someone please help.

My baby dad and I split up when I was just 10 weeks pregnant I'm now 23 weeks.

I split with him because of domestic violence he used to physically hit me and emotionally torture me. I put me and my daughter first and moved 3 hours away. I can't help but not hate him still tho. Police are involved. So is DV people and a family support worker. How do I get over him. I'm still in love with him and I dunno what's wrong with me. Someone please help me 😭😭