I am a hot mess.

So here i am 36+2. Being induced on Monday at 37+1. This is my third child. On top of the stress of being induced so early and trying to overcome my fear of something going wrong, my new car decides to mess up last night.

We just bought this thing in August. The oil light came on yesterday (not gonna lie, i didnt think much of it because it is time for an oil change) well then it leaves me stranded in the middle of the road last night in my robe! Thankfully i got it to crank up and drive home maybe half a mile..if that!

Had a mechanic come out today and look at it and he's just like " yep, you done got yourself a blown motor ma'am. I see on this here website you can getcha a motor from that junkyard down yonderway for $1800."

WHUTTTTT. First off, my husband also has a car. But its a teeter beater late 90's model buick while my 8 seater 08 odyssey is taunting me in my carport. I can't fit three carseats safely in the back of that thing!

Meanwhile, my husband is just so nonchalant about all of this. Like it'll just blow over and maybe tomorrow my car will *magically* be fine days before im set to be induced.

I could be overreacting, yes, but its just the thought of having to depend on someone (maybe even two) to help me get to appointments and the store when i need something. Ughhhh. Okay. End rant.