So I just have to share this even if no one sees. So this past week I went up north to see my boyfriend graduate from army basic training, hadn't seen or talked to him in like 2.5 months. I went up with his family, bc I'm only 19 and didn't need to go alone, so we had 2 rooms at this hotel and the first couple days we just saw him on base.

Then the last full day of seeing him he was chilling on my bed while I finished packing, then I lay down next to him, and at first we're just low-key kissing bc his grandma and sister are on the other side of the room. But then it gets more intense, since we haven't done anything in so long there's so much tension.

We're making out and usually for us that's just a bit of tongue here and there but this time for some reason it escalated and he's licking the back of my tongue, sounds gross but yeah, and I've never been one to like sloppy kisses but damn it turned me on so much.

After a bit we decided to "take a Walk" around the hotel and we ended up in a stairwell and we continued to makeout sloppily. Then he gets wandering hands. At first I told him no bc of where we were but he kept kissing me then somehow his hand ended up in my pants and after a bit we sat down on the stairs and he fingers me till I finished.

We decided it was probably too risky for him to pull his pants down in case someone happened to walk in. But I wish I could've gone down on him. Especially now that I'm back him and he's up north on base. I miss him already, and I can't wait to return the favor. 😂