Today is my first wedding aniversary which and I am full of mixed emotions. I have been married to my best friend for a whole year and mark's being together 10years in total.

But I am so sad that I would of been 29 weeks pregnant today. I lost my only pregnancy in 10 years at 7 weeks and on special occasions I just sit filled with sadness.

The past week i have being trying to ignore phantom symptoms but now i am sat staring at a negative test trying not to cry. Guess i was really hoping I would be having a double celebration today. Guess I am not going to be that lucky twice 😥