45 TTC and 7 days LATE 🤞🏽

I don’t know what to feel so I’m just going to try to pretend that I don’t know I’m late, because if I don’t, I’ll obsess over it and stress myself out! I’m so excited that I’m late!! I’ve been checking every day and still no sign of AF. I decided I would check in about a week if I’m not too scared.! I’ve given myself POAS anxiety! I just don’t want to see a negative after coming this far! I know it’s in Gods hands. And I’m hoping this isn’t just the beginning of menopause and irregular cycles 😞 Well ladies! Keep your fingers crossed for me! Baby dust to you all!