So this has been happening on and off for 8 months and I need help.

I have a undiagnosed sickness that I’ve been suffering for over 2 years now it causes me to have unbearable nausea where I can’t leave my house because I feel so sick and have a bowl next to me 24:7 and acid reflux and I get really heavy periods too..

Anyway my boyfriend and I was supposed to meet today but I cancelled and he got so angry about it it happens sometimes cause obviously I don’t feel up to it? But every time he’s like you don’t care about me you never wanna see me blah blah blah.

It’s almost like he guilt trips me about it?

Sometimes when I am poorly I do still see him but that’s not enough?

Am I in the wrong here but I don’t understand why he gets so mad at me?

I understand he’s upset as he wants to see me as he works full time but it’s something that I can’t control? And he struggles with depression etc, and yesterday he was feeling awful but so was I and he said all I care about is myself and it shows I don’t care about him when I don’t meet him?

Like what?

Someone please give me a option here haha

Thanks for reading if you did