Thos week has been the absolute worst week!!! It started off my brother in law and father of my little nephew poor kid already lost his mother (my sister) @ just 6years old😭 and now right before his 21st birthday his father was killed in a kiaking accident, his foot became stuck in the rocks and a flash flood drowned him😔😢. My nephews been living with his father for the past 13 years and in that time they became the best of friends. His father set an amazing example for my nephew, gave him morals and ambition to succeed in life. Taught him so many amazing things like how to snowboard, ski, fish and build or fix anything with his own two hands. My nephew graduated high school with honors and was a huge star on his school football team. His father loved to watch the games and chear from the bleachers. Because of my nephews amazing father he has grown up to be a strong, capable, caring young man who I know is going to an amazing husband and father some day. I just wish his father could be here to witness it.... Not only did that tragedy rock my world this week but last night on my way home from going trick or treating with my family, i got pulled over for a busted tag light that i had no idea about andwhem the cop came over and ran my license hes telling me i have 2 unpaid citations and my license is suspended 😳😬😰😱 and im like there must be a mistake!!!! Ive paid the only ticket ive ever gotten and have not gotten pulled over sense to receive another. The cop was really trying his best to work with me and was nice but he dan no choice but to take my license and made me leave my car on the side of the road and get a ride home. (I was just happy to be getting out of the situation) but now im completely screwed because my parents that would normally help me get around when this kind of thing happens, are out of town until November 6th or 7th. I just need things to stop going wrong for a day so i can try and put things back together. Feeling depressed and tired 😔😓 with no end in sight.....

Here is my FAVORITE picture of my nephew and his father. Taken just 3 weeks before he passed away.

I just wish this was all a bad dream and I that i am going to wake up soon and it wony be real. But it is and my heart is broken 💔.....