So it’s been about two months now since I broke up with my bf. I made a post about this before. About 2 months ago my bf went to a party and blacked out and cheated on me. He didn’t know he did until the girl told him a few days later. He told me the next day after he found out. He was heart broken of what he did. I never seen him so broken and sad since his mom past away. I broke up with him. He would send me flowers and text and call me for about 2weeks after the break up. He made it know that he knows he fucked up and that he didn’t mean to do it. He just doesn’t know why or remember the night. He promises me that he wasn’t ever going to drink like that again. I told him to leave me alone. So I cut him off completely. Deleted him off all social and blocked his number.

After a month I unblock him and told him that he’s unblocked but I still need my space. He completely understood. I unblocked him because my therapist told me it’s the best thing to do. So after a few weeks we slowly started talking again. We were each other best friends. We been together for 2 years. Things were amazing until this incident. We were so in love. I always felt like he was so obsessed with me and never questioned his love for me because he always made it known.

As of right now we have contact again. We text and call from time to time. We hung out once. I can still say that I still have strong feelings towards him. A part of me wants to give him another chance because we still are best friends. When we talk and hang out it feels like things never changed. But sometimes when I’m alone at night I start to think and I get really sad or angry.

We are supposed to hang out tonight but last night I got really into my head and got angry and told him I don’t want to see him. He got really sad and started crying and apologizing. I know he really knows he made a huge mistake.

Ladies I’m not sure on what to do.

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Update:

I would like to say that him getting take advantage of never crossed my mind. Until now after you guys opened my eyes. I’m sorry if I have somehow offended some of you because I left him and I’ve been receiving some heated comments. I never really thought of it like this until now.