So, I hate that I constantly do this without even knowing it butttttt I need someone to help me figure out what’s wrong with me.

So, I somehow ALWAYS either veer for bad boys, f* boys, or toxic guys. The big catch is that while we are dating, I help them make better choices or I keep them from doing stupid crap. But at the same time while they are doing better I’m spiraling and get worse by the day. To the point of they are doing amazing and I’m over here wishing to have never been born... while we are STILL together!!

Does anyone know how I could handle this??