Just feel like crying. Stuck between overthinking or the truth.

It’s like my boyfriend doesn’t want or care enough to have sex with me anymore😢 I BARELY even get a kiss on a regular basis 🥺.. it only really happens when he wants to but he can go days on end without it. I’m super horny & I always have to get myself off but even that is not enough. 😒🥺 it’s makes so me so upset because I love him but we’re not making love which always makes my mind wander off onto things like having sex with someone else or feeling a kiss or neck kisses ... 🥵🥵🥵🥺 like I’m craving affection😭 he just did it to me again today he came home at 11:30 and went right to sleep after I told him I wanted to have sex ... now I’m superrrrrr horny 🥺🥺🥺 this sucks so bad!!! Rant over😩🥴