Miscarriage and want to try again.

On August 1st we found out I was pregnant. I was so excited. In September I find out the baby didn’t grow past 6 weeks. Two weeks later I passed my baby naturally.

I woke up in extreme pain. I bled so much more than the doctor told me. She said I would bleed about two pads an hour. I bled so much that I gave up on pads and just sat on the toilet. My husband was with me for most of the time. I got in the shower but was so exhausted that I laid in the shower. But I coughed and a ton more blood clots passed.

I yelled for my husband for help. He helped me get up. I sat on the toilet. With in 5 mins I went non-responsive (how he puts it). My eyes were open but it’s like I passed out. He caught me before I fell off the toilet.

Next thing I remember is him in my face trying to wake me up. He was asking me questions and I could hear him but I couldn’t speak. It was terrifying.

He took me to the hospital. I was okay. I wasn’t dehydrated, I didn’t lose too much blood. The dr said that sometimes your body can go into shock and unfortunately this is NORMAL!

I have so much respect for women who have suffered miscarriages before. I pray that this never happens to you again.

So back to the whole reason why I’m writing this. My question is this. Have any of you gotten pregnant shortly after miscarriage? I don’t think I’m pregnant or anything.

My husband is so worried now. He is scared for me to get pregnant again. He’s afraid I might die or something. For two weeks after the miscarriage, he stayed home from work and wouldn’t let me go anywhere alone. My first outing alone, I went to church and he texted me haha. I love that he cares. And I really appreciate that. But he doesn’t want me to be pregnant for a long time if at all. It tears me up. I want another baby. And I miss my baby. And I’m older. I’m 33. I’m afraid I’m going to be too old by the time I’m “ready” to get pregnant.

I just want to know if any of you went through the same thing? I think my husband is grieving too. But he is worried about me.