You know what sucks? When you can never be naughty with your SO because A, he's states away, and B, you're currently living with your parents and they're rarely gone weekends 😑😑

Sometimes at night when my parents are at home we have phone sex, but it's always quick and I always have to be super quiet bc the walls are thin in our house.

It's very very rare that they are gone for a weekend or even just one night. Yesterday evening/night, you know what happened though? They told me they're leaving and wont be back until later the next day! I was so happy and right away told my boyfriend that "heeeeyy ima be home alone tonight 😉". Thought we finally got our chances to be naughty and it wouldn't have to be quick and I didn't have to be quiet, but come to find out I was very wrong lol. As luck would have it, my boyfriend hasn't thought much about sexual things in the past few days because of his meds he's taking and hasn't been in the mood.

What sucks even more is because he's my Dom and not just my boyfriend, I have rules and if I wanna play with myself it can only be if he says so. Would've just asked and it would've been fine, but I've never enjoyed touching my much 🤷 I like it better when someone's telling me what to do or talking to me or touching themselves too. So there wouldn't have been much of a point. He told me he was sorry and he didn't want to disappoint me. I told him it was fine, but in my head I was like "welllll I understand but I kind of am disappointed. I got excited for no reason and now I'm sad bc we haven't seen each other in 3 months and have been naughty together maybe 3 times since then".

You know, it isn't even the being naughty that i love so much. Like yes it feels good, but it's the feeling of being close when we're states apart is what I love and miss so much. The intimacy, the feeling so close, I just miss it all.

Long distance relationships are very sexually frustrating