Support buddy?

I’m really struggling.

My first child was born with a rare syndrome and now my second probably has it too. I have had an amniocentesis and get the results next week, I caught an infection after my amnio which led to a scary ambulance ride. My family hate me for continuing my pregnancy and think I’m cruel and selfish.

Is there anyone in here with a high risk pregnancy or someone who’s had one that needs support too? I was thinking we could help each other through it..