Where do I go from here

So I gave birth soon to be 7 months ago we lost our beautiful baby girl she was full term and so very perfect but due to health complications she passed 11 hrs after her birth, shes our second baby we have a soon to be 5 year old boy & we decided to try again I'm not on anything I know it can take a while to conceive I trust that when the time comes well be blessed again but my heart aches for a bundle of joy my son is my world and my daughter is everything and more to me I miss her every single day... but seeing an empty cradle hurts so bad now I know having another baby will not mend my broken heart and in no way shape it from replace my beautiful angel but we've longed for another baby for almost 2 years. It really hurts each month that has gone by and we haven't gotten our bfp I don't know how to feel💔