I used to have a neighbor who I would hang out like everyday with my sister and cousin. We always had this weird chemistry. I was sooo shy around him and he was so nice to me. As we got older I noticed he started to develop feeling for me. For instance, he asked me to tutor him in math even though I was a year younger than him but I was two years ahead in math at school, so I did it anyways. I would go over to his house to help him but the whole time he would just talk to me about girls and school. I don’t know if he tried to make me jealous but I wasn’t into him. He had a girlfriend and I wasn’t looking to date anyone but on my birthday every year he would ask my mom what I wanted and he would but it. It was sweet but I did not like it due to the fact that he had a girlfriend and she was a good friend of mine. He even got me a Valentine’s Day gift the same as his girlfriend. He gave it to me intro t of her!! She did see anything wrong with it but I did. One day he tried to touch my boob and a don’t know what got over me but he asked if he could touch it and I said yes. Thank fully my mom walked in he stoped. She didn’t notice. Thankfully! After that he tried other think but like I said I didn’t like him. I ended up having a boyfriend that I loved and we didn’t talk anymore. Randomly one day he came to my house to talk to my brother and when he was leaving he pulled me outside and asked my if I was going out with that guy my boyfriend and I said yes. And I also ask why do you care? Because he said it rudely. And after that we didn’t speak for moths. But my boyfriend told my friends he only like me because I was curvy and wanted to sleep with me. So I broke up with that idiot! Months later my uncle who was dating my neighbors his aunt told me that my neighbor said we had dated in the past. I was furious because we never did because I didn’t like him plus he has always had a girlfriend. All of them were my friends. He was such a player. I never confronted him but I wish I had. Fast forward years later I realized after seeing him I had feeling for him this whole time but I was to nieve to see it. But now I have no chance. He has had a beautiful girlfriends and I don’t have a chance. I am fat and ugly and they weren’t which makes me think I’m worthless. I’m so selfish thinking he like me still. I think about him every day and think I had my chance now I need to move on but I literally can’t. I try to every day but he is all I think about. I need advice on weather I should tell him how I feel (he doesn’t have a girlfriend now) or how the hell do I move on if I have real bad feeling for him!