Hey ladies ive had a very confusing road with exs and figuring out how I feel now I know exactly how I feel about all of them. I dont want any of them back except the guy I lost my v card to. He has always been different sense the day I met him and ive never been confused on how I feel or he feels. We broke up do to him having an addiction and weren't seeing eachother much so we decided it was best that we call it off. We reconnected about 6 months ago and he was clean and being the best version of himself. Him and I have become so close and hes been there for me when I need to talk while my mom was dying. Now he's slipped back into his addiction I told him how I felt about him and he told me how he's felt. I saw him last weekend and he hugged and kissed me, he told me how much he loved me and missed me. It felt so real and so good, when he's not around it feels like my better half is missing. Its so hard to push him away but thats my therapist told me to do. To tell him that I can't be with him until he gets clean. This man is the man of my dreams and I want to stand by his side through all of this. We go to church with his family almost every sunday, his mom and I are very close and talk about the situation whenever something comes up. Have you guys ever been with somone with addiction and how did you handle it? Hes such a great person.