I was so sure this time.

I was so sure this time. I waited until 5 days after my missed period. I had sore breasts, backache, and slight cramping for a week. My heart was so hopeful this time. I took this test Sunday morning, so sure that I was finally going to see two pink lines.

I thought this would be it. I thought I could finally tell my husband that after two years of trying that we finally had our BFP. I thought I would finally get to think of a creative pregnancy announcement for all of our friends. I tend not to get my hopes up because I’m very regular and can almost always sense/feel when my period is coming. I didn’t feel it at all. I was 100% confident I was pregnant. Not only did I get a BFN, like a cruel joke, AF arrived the next day.

BFN after BFN is so mentally draining. It breaks my heart that I cannot give my husband and I a baby. We have been to fertility doctors and no one can explain why. The loneliness I feel is immeasurable.

Sending all my love to all of the women who are in this same boat. I wouldn’t wish this feeling on my worse enemy.

Baby dust to all. ♥️