Arguement with BF. Need to vent!
So my dude shows up, grumpy AF. Ask if I can rub some muscle rub on him... i proceeded to and was getting mad i wasn't doing it a specific way. I told him why dont you take a hot bath. He gets mad and says "I'm gonna go work!" I said "fine, go like I give a fuck. It's not like your ever here anyways, your always gone." Then I said "and stay at your place tonight!" He said "fine" then I came into my room he said "I'm sorry" and I was like "No. You're not gonna fucking threaten me with you not being here! Go, your never here anyways, I dont want to see you the rest of the week!" He's like "really!?" Then I said "yeah, and don't come to my fucking Chemotherapy treatment on Monday, I dont need you!" He left... then texted me this...
"I'm sorry. Your right. I shouldn't be that way. I had a frustrating day and annoyed. But shouldn't have said something I don't mean or that is mean :(...i need to get my shit together like you said...i need to work, clear my mind and get it right.... I love you."
I replied:
"I dont need this bullshit in my life Nick. All I've ever done is support you. I'm done having to remind you of all things I and my mom have done for you over the past 13 years. Yet you come and take it out on the wrong fucking people! The people who've helped you! Supported you to get where you are now. So ungrateful! I don't need anyone in my life that makes me feel bad about myself and makes me feel hurt inside nor do I want to have a future with someone that constantly makes me feel that way. I dont need you to be there for me you've already showed your true colors to me by walking away and leaving me alone on several occasions and I deserve better. You've only been teaching me how to live without you. I've been nothing but an awesome girlfriend to you! I've done nothing but the right things my whole life and I simply don't need someone to tear down my happiness. I'm fucking going thru a bigger situation than you and you still have the audacity to make your problems bigger then mine! Have a good week. ✌"
He replied:
"Your right....i need to check myself....again I'm sorry."
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