mom guilt 🙄 anyone else?

Molly

I had an emergency C-section. This resulted in my milk coming in late and my baby losing significant weight in the hospital (in hindsight the hospital should have supplemented him instead of shoving him on my empty boobs for 3 days?). Because of this we're on a strict 2 hour regimen: nurse, bottle, pump. You start again from the beginning of the time you started nursing. I'm exhausted to say the least. Between feedings I can't help but want to put him in the swing for the hour so I can either eat, go to the bathroom, or shower. I feel so guilty that I'm not snuggling him all day but I need the downtime. I of course hold him a few times a day in between, but largely I need to get things done.

Anyone else in this boat?