Moving on (long post, sorry)

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Is it odd that after finding out I had my first miscarriage with our second child, I’m ready to move forward and start trying again? I had my sad day after finding out from the doc the my hcg level fell to a 3. After my hubs asked how I was feeling and I told him then when I said I’d like to go to my parents and inform them, I didn’t even get to say that before I just let it go and cried. Then yesterday, I felt better and looked to the good side and thought either my body wasn’t quite ready or the world wasn’t gonna be able to handle another gorgeous child of ours. We’re ready to try again, like now but waiting to see what happens Friday.

One of the nurses suggested I take a HPT to confirm it’s negative before coming in to have a consultation. So I got what I always get FRER with the line and digital. The digital I’ll feel more confident to tell them if it’s a yes or no. But since last week, I’ve had zero bleeding and no pain at all. So I’m not sure what they plan to do or how to go about things.

Sorry for the long post. Didn’t realize it would go long lol