Anyone else?

I have a HUGE desire to have more kids. But currently hubby isn’t so sure. We already have two sweet girls (3 & 1.5) but I’ve always wanted to have a big family. Ideally 4 kiddos. Hubs knew this even before we were married. He always said maybe around 3 but was never totally concrete on that.

Lately he has been saying he’s happy with the 2 and would be totally fine not adding more. He just recently got promoted and is in the process of settling into this new position and finding out what it all will mean for us and our family.

We agreed to table the conversation about adding to our family until around the 1st of the year. I can relax a little bit knowing that the door isn’t totally closed, but I’m struggling. I literally think about having more babies all day every day. (Being on this app probably doesn’t help! 😂)

Anyone else ever been through this? What did you do?

I feel like in my heart, if he really doesn’t want to then we shouldn’t as I feel it could be a major source of resentment and contention and I don’t ever want that surrounding a kiddo.