Ectopic 6 weeks ago

I am so glad I found this group.

I recently had an ectopic pregnancy and had methotrexate. A week later my left Fallopian tube burst and I had emergency surgery to remove it.

My partner is deployed and I’ve been dealing with it on my own :(

It has been a month since surgery and not a day has gone by that I haven’t cried. Is this still just crazy hormones? If so when does it end ?! I’m so over being upset.

Was anyone else really tired after methotrexate?

Also when did you get your first period after the surgery? During the surgery they found I had endometriosis on my bladder and my right tube didn’t look too great either. I have to have an ultrasound to see if my right tube is okay but I can only have it after my period and I can’t see the specialist until then so I am really relying on it to find out if I can naturally have babies or not.

Sorry for the long post and all the questions!!!

Hoping to see a lot of success stories in this group to cheer me up ! :)