I’m out... leaving Glow

I havent ever posted anything but I figure now is the time because I’m so hurt. I was diagnosed with a subchorianic hematoma on Monday and was told to take it easy, pelvic rest, lots of water, etc. The dr said it was fairly small and thought it had a good chance of vanishing. Fast forward to yesterday, I was 15 weeks exactly and my body went into labor. I’ve had two prior c sections and never labored on my own so I had no idea what was happening. I was at work all day just thinking I was having major cramps from the cyst on my left ovary or the SCH. Nope... I was in labor. I lost my baby in my bathroom as soon as I got home from work. Worst thing ever to deliver at home while my kids played in the other room. I can’t even close my eyes without seeing the whole thing play over and over again. Please send lots of love and prayers my way.

I wish you all the best with your pregnancies... maybe I can be back again one day.