I need to see a therapist ASAP

I'm in this situation where I feel so stuck and stupid. So I stopped talking to my baby daddy in July and we just went our separate ways. After that, I met this guy and he swept me off my feet or I was just gullible. Long story short, he lied a lot, had anger problems, physically abused me, and always played the victim. The thing is though, I'm pregnant by him but I left him. Then I started back talking to my baby daddy and now we're together. He don't know that I'm pregnant by my ex but I want to get an abortion because I don't want to be stuck with someone who attemps to kill me every time he's mad. I feel so stuck, I don't know what to do. I'm hiding my relationship with my baby daddy from everyone because of the past things he's done. He and my ex are also into it for past reasons. I'm just lost. I know I need therapy because I jump from man to man when things don't work out.