He broke me so bad. We were together for 6 years. So in high school he would tell everybody that we were nothing but then he would tell me we were something. And my accident was when we were in high school. He had a vehicle and I didn't but I always made more of an effort to see him than he ever did to see me. And so one day when I went to go see him I decided to catch a ride with a friend and she ran a stop sign and we got T-boned on my side. Well that car accident caused me to have amnesia and I forgot a lot of stuff but I remembered him. And I ended up leaving my family and moving in with him and his family. Then he made me believe that nobody else would want me. And this year he lost a lot of people and one of them was his sister who I was close to it. And he started drinking and he pinned me down and forced me to have sex with him multiple times. And I honestly thought getting married would fix it and we got married June 1st. And I decided in August that I didn't want to be with Him and I filed for divorce on August 18th. And I haven't been with him since. But he swears up and down that I was cheating on him. He even spread a rumor that I'm pregnant with the person I cheated on him with apparently. And the fact that my nieces and nephews I can't have any contact with them and I watched one of them be born. And here I am bawling my eyes out because he still makes me feel guilty I don't know how to get over it I don't know how to move on..