Not what I was thinking

A small overview:

We have been diagnosed with MFI

2 SA- 3-4million

(Insert Clomid here)

3SA-Lower than the first two

(Insert meeting with a male infertility specialist)

4 SA- 15million

Male infertility specialist says “your count is better than before, y’all are good candidates for still trying naturally, IUI or IVF”

We say “cool, we will try for another 6 months in our own then proceed to IUI”

6 months later- no baby

Today we meet with a RE, he looks at our numbers and says IUI is 2-3%, IVF is 75%.

So we obviously want to do IVF but I’m LITERALLY TERRIFIED.

And kinda bummed because this isn’t how I pictured having babies, but I’m thankful to have the resources we do.

I’ve been crying on and off all day, saying I want to do it and then I don’t want to. I think I’m just so overwhelmed, and I feel so alone.

Please tell me im not alone in feeling like this😭