Ranting Because I'm a Big Baby :)

I feel so hopeless about dating. I know I'm young and in college and that it will come but I've done everything in my power to find what I'm looking for.

I've honestly kind of given up on the whole dating scene. I given up so much that, when relationships and me are brought up, I've started telling people that I don't want to get married and that I'm not having kids.

Really I'm saying that because I don't want to get my hopes up about something that seems like it's never going to happen for me. I just don't know what to do.

If I've done most all I can do, then what's my problem? Is it fate that I'm supposed to find someone later? Am I not good enough for anyone? Is my personality bad???

I'm just going to cry while I eat a granola bar I guess ✌🏻 Thanks for coming to my TED talk.