My long term boyfriend is leaving to air force bootcamp tomorrow. I spent our last hours together and I get to see him for only 30 minutes tomorrow before he leaves. I couldn't stop crying and I just feel so sad and emotional to the point where I'm just laying in bed and don't even want to do anything. I'm not going to my college classes tomorrow because I know once he leaves I'll be an emotional wreck and just cry the whole time. The only things that have been making me feel better is that after 4 years we're planning on moving in together when my career is settled and so is his. I don't know what other ways to cope. After my lease ends in around 7 months I need to find new roommates and I'm hoping I find another military girlfriend so we can support each other and cry together lol. But other than that, I'm not really sure how to make myself feel betters, I kind of relied on him for my happiness because he was the only thing making me happy since I don't have any close friends or many friends besides my 3 roommates. I know I should put myself out there more in college to make friends and be more social, but I just don't want to. I need to find other ways to be happy and learn how to accept that he's leaving and not cry about it.