Attitude Adjustment

I need one so bad!! I’m being so rude to my hubby who is only doing his best!! I’m complaining about everything, my joking comments are even way too harsh. Like, I’m a nice person I’m kind and I hate fighting and negativity. But here I am... being a total bitch.

I can’t fix this on my own. I keep reminding myself to be nicer but the next thing I know I’m telling him he’s ruining everything! Ugh.

Any ideas on how to get myself to stop being so grumpy and hateful? I seriously hate myself for acting this way.

(No, therapy & meds aren’t an option due to my location & financial situation)