After so many cycles of getting excited followed by disappointments, I would have thought I’d be used to it by now, be numb to it...

But here I am anxious and nervous about this coming Friday, 14 DPO since my trigger, to do HPT.

I didn’t “test out my trigger” and I’m trying my hardest not to symptom spot. It’s kind of funny how this time around I’m trying to convince myself that I don’t have any symptoms 🙃

I’m not sure who needs to hear it but you’re a lot stronger than you give yourself credit for and baby dust to everyone 💚💚