Rape????!!!?!!

So me and my boyfriend have been dating for a year and 2 months now. We had gotten into a huge fight about something. I went home that day and he slept over cuz he had to drive me to work the next day. So we’re sleeping and all of a sudden at like 6 am I feel him on top of me. My eyes were still closed but I felt him moving in and out of me. I couldn’t move, I was frozen. As soon as I opened my eyes he put his head on my chest as if he was sleeping. I asked him what the fuck he was doing and he had the fucking nerve to like idk moan(you know the kind of moan you do when someone talks to you at night and youre too lazy to open your mouth so you just Moan?? Idk if I’m explaining it right but whatever) as if I just woke him up. I pushed him off of me and turned away from him and started crying. After I calmed down I asked him why he did that.

Mind you we had a talk about this kind of thing cuz I got horny once when we were sleeping and I nudged him awake to ask if he wanted to fuck. He gets horny a lot at night but most of the time I’m awake but I told him if I’m ever sleeping and he’s horny to just ask me if I want to have sex with him or not.

Whatever his excuse was that he had spit in his mouth and his breath stank and he didn’t want to wake me up.

He apologized a million times after that but I can’t forgive him. And he kept asking me why I can’t forgive him since he said he was sorry multiple times. Like is he stupid or something? If you hit someone and say sorry it still fucking hurt, it didn’t magically heal just cuz you said sorry. I felt so violated.

Am I overreacting or not? I told my best friend and she thinks that’s really fucked up.

Also I’m close with his best friend and he usually goes to him whenever we’re in a fight to ask for his advice. So I told him to tell his Bff what happened and he said he’s ashamed to tell him. So I told him if he doesn’t tell him I will and that it won’t be over the phone,!that I’ll say it when we’re all together.