Losin it

I miscarried last weekend. It was my first pregnancy and.. it sucks. It’s a double-edged sword not telling anyone. One one hand, there are less people to tell bad news to. On the other hand, it’s really isolating. I told a random stranger today.. and feel both mad at myself for probably ruining her break... but also a little bit better. It sucks to feel like I’m required to “get over it”. Is this timeframe actually something people expect? Or is this something we tell ourselves to prove we’re strong? I am strong. This just sucks.