Need advice! Not criticizing!

So I’m currently pregnant and got an appointment today for an abortion, I already have a 1 year old which is hard enough , I got abandon by her dad, have no job, there is time where is hard to find food to eat or extra bucks for personal hygiene & Financially & emotionally I’m not ok , I am not pregnant by my first born dad, I told the second person to be careful that I wasn’t ready but I got caught up I could say at first I was letting it happen but then came to realize I have to be careful, but I guess the other person was just to caught up. I’ve been in a dark place for the last 4 months and I think getting an abortion is a best bet to get my life situated with my daughter. I am a religious person and it does goes against my belief but I also believe I shouldn’t bring a life into this world just to suffer as I go.