Long story short my internally sappy Taurus boyfriend lost 2 people in his life in a month and is losing another one (declining grandma).

He has spiraled into depression and because he’s stubborn he won’t let anyone Help him . He’s not even talking to his parents.

He’ll talk to me and say how he’s feeling if I ask , but that’s every few days.

He says he loves me and I am the only one who cares about him through this whole process.

He thinks we have to break up because it’s “what’s best for me and he doesn’t want to drag me in his shit .”

Now me being a Scorpio, knows the influence that I carry over him . Meaning he’s not listening to anyone else but for some reason he listens (most of the time ) to what I have to say.

Before these tragedy’s happened there was nothing wrong . He’s the most caring , loving , genuine, gentle but firm person I know. There’s nothing wrong with our relationship, just life issues itself .

Something in his chart makes him prone to pessimism when things get bad so he keeps saying he’s doomed . We’ve been communicating through letter and text the past month. I haven’t seen him face to face since the week before this happened . For some reason I feel like there’s a force somewhere that’s telling me I need to get him out of his depression routine (work , school , and shutting himself in his room) and to meet me in person . There’s just so many things to say and with mercury retrograde fucking me over until nov 20th I feel like I can’t get through to him via text.

Literally every sign says we’re soulmates and are supposed to be together. My Tarot reading said they aren’t sure what the separation is but after it’s over we’ll be okay . And I believe we may be pulled apart to come back together even stronger . It’s just everything keeps saying be patient but !? How much more patient !

I just want my baby back :( .

And if breaking up with me “hurts you “ and “will break your heart “ why ?? Why idiot Taurus would you do it then?

It’s funny cause we have tiny back and forths like this all the time . I say “Yes” and he says “no “ fights about stupid things like cup holders .

Or back and forths about whos more stubborn and who will take care of who when we’re sick. Ugh . I love this man .

Anyways , I know the universe isn’t my friend right now but he said he definitely wanted to meet up one last time to talk .It’s been a week and a half since he said it , should I push a little, try to pick a date and ask him when ??

It’s just I heard that when you push a Taurus to speed up , they slow down . But I also know he’ll try to do anything for me , even in this current mental state. So what should I do ?? It’s been two months , he’s going out of country soon and I feel like I’m running out of time .