Breakup

Hi ladies!

So, just recently ended a two year relationship which was super toxic. The thing is, he tried taking money off of me and then manipulated me to feel small and worthless. He also called me names and just verbally pushed me around, bruising me. But the worst part was after all my effort, he downplayed everything I had done. We had our memories though and our good times, but somehow everything was ALWAYS my fault. And he explicitly told me he wanted obedience and complete control. Maybe I’m so stupid to actually MISS him but it is my first proper relationship and I just need some advice on how to get through it. Some tips and tricks would help to get me through.

I appreciate everything. Do be kind