I fell in love and f$%#'d it up
I met this wonderful man and from the first time we met it was an instant connection. We talked all the time and then became intimate. Everything was still great in the honeymoon phase. We were spending so much time together. Eventually he asked me to be his girlfriend. Here is how I mess up big time. I failed to let him know that I had/have hpv. I got it from my cheating children's father 10 years ago. I'm not sure that I do have it anymore. I know I need to go get tested again. This man and I did have unprotected sex once. I did tell him eventually and he was angry with me. He asked me a few questions and I answered them all truthfully. I don't want to lose this man. I feel like he's my husband and I feel extremely awful. I don't know what to do. I'm severely depressed over this. I know I messed up big time and should've told him from the beginning. Please positive comments only. I'm in love and stupid.