😭 I feel so heavy


I feel so heavy, I just wanna cry, I really want to get this over with. I am 38 weeks and having back pains. My hips hurt and thighs. The doctor didnt give me much hope bc I still not dilated. 😖

But I have been having this problem. I think its pee. I dont think my water broke. But I feel like I pee just a bit on my self without me knowing. It not happening often but it happens. I know it's not my water breaking bc it doesn't come back. Ladys I just feel miserable and sad. Ughhhh