Major anxiety!

April

I'm posting here because I don't think anyone else would understand. Today I was supposed to be out of my first trimester, someone messaged me (out of the blue) to ask me when I'm having a baby and my sister in law had her baby in the same hospital I miscarried. Of course I am happy for my brother and sister in law. It just reminded me of what I lost and how many more birth announcements I'd have to survive. I can barely breathe rn and I'm not sure even my husband would understand.