Jealousy

My husband and I have been trying to conceive before he was deployed. He left this week and I just got my period-again-and am completely defeated. I was telling one of our friends and as I’m telling her how shitty I feel and how disappointed I am she sends me a pictures of a positive test. She and her fiancé haven’t even been trying... I feel so horrible for being angry but I’m mad and hurt. And I can’t talk to my husband about it because he’s out of range of data.