I'm so good at putting on a smile everyday and getting through the day but lately its getting hard.

I'm starting to no longer see the point of anything.

I have close ones but for some reason im always helping them get through hard times. My boyfriend .. love him dearly but im always helping him get through the hard times he doesnt even notice what im going through and whenever i attempt to tell him he's always 'going through something worse' and in the end i have to fix him and forget about me.

I'm tired. Constantly.