I’m so so scared for tomorrow. My boyfriend wants to take me around to jewellers to see different engagement rings which is super exciting. But I suffer from major anxiety and I’m so so scared about talking to the jeweller about what I like and trying them on...

Overall I just don’t like all attention on me. They’re all going to be looking at ME, asking ME questions, making ME try them on, everyone’s going to be staring at MY fingers. It just makes me really nervous to the point where I don’t want to go.

My biggest thing is I BLUSH. Like crazy. I get so embarrassed. Especially when in a store like that. I don’t know why. It’s super weird, but I do. My boyfriend tried to take me once when we were in the mall and I literally got upset and said I’m not going and was starting to blush...

Any tips on how I can survive this tomorrow?