Hi, this thread is going to be long. I have so much anxiety and fears. I hope no one will laugh at me. I hope someone here can ease my mind and help me get through this. I don’t know which feelings are normal and not.

Yes I know I can’t get pregnant from oral sex but I’m still scared because I’m feeling this symptoms.

So here it goes... I added dates so that I can be specific...

I’m usually irregular. My cycle sometimes is 35-45 days.

August 11 - I had my last natural period (not induced)

September 24 - i missed my period

Sept 28 - i took a test to be sure and it was negative

September 29 - I had oral sex and he ejaculated on my hands and I used wipes to clean my hands and I fingered myself right after. (This scenario made me think I could get pregnant that’s why I’m so worried)

October 6 - took another test and it was negative

October 13 - took a test again to ease my mind and it was also negative

October 16 - I was already 23 days late so I took mega doses of vitamin c to induce my period

October 20 - after 3 days of taking vitamin c, i bled like my normal period, i also expelled blood clots.

October 26- my period ended

October 28 - I felt cramps which was weird because I just got off my period on Oct 26, so I again my anxiety was triggered and I kept on thinking that I could’ve gotten pregnant because of the incident on Sept 29.

October 31 - so to calm myself down I took a test again it was also negative

November 4 - still felt cramping and I felt bloated so I took a test again and it was negative

November 11 - took another test just to be sure and to calm my anxiety and it turned out negative

November 11 - my nipples were sore and it hurt to touch

November 15 - my nipples are still sore and I felt something move on my lower abdomen I think it’s just my anxiety or gas, so I took another test and it was negative.

November 16 - I started to have pimples on my face and my stomach feels bloated

What should I do now?

My question are...

1) Can I get pregnant from that incident I had on Sept 28 (when I gave oral sex and he came on my hands and I just used wipes and rubbing alcohol to clean my hands and I started to finger myself)?

2) Should I take another pregnancy test to be sure?

3) Is it normal to have cramps, sore nipples, thick clear discharge like egg whites before and during ovulation?

It says her on this app that I’ll be getting my period in 9 days.

Hope someone can help me because I’ve been having anxiety attacks since. :(