Feeling i need to vent


Having PCOS was always manageable i have always thought since being diagnosed at 18. Until this past year with trying to get pregnant. First I went through all of the tests, blood tests, fallopian tube test, just to find out in the middle of <a href="https://glowing.com/glow-fertility-program">fertility treatment</a> that i had a grapefruit size mass/ cyst growing in my left fallopian tube. It had to be removed in emergency surgery with all the pain it caused, but i lost my left fallopian tube in the process. After all that and time to heal, then given the ok to start fertility meditation again.

We started Gonal-F and letrozole both at different times but in the same cycle, for 2 cycles. Both negative. Then after that i started Gonal-F and letrozole both at the same time for 2 cycles. So with a total of 4 cycles with <a href="https://glowing.com/glow-fertility-program">IUI</a>, i just found out today the 4th <a href="https://glowing.com/glow-fertility-program">IUI</a> did not work again.

Having fertility issues is so hard when you think my goodness it has to be easy so many people are having babies. I just feel like the one thing a woman can do so simple is get pregnant and have kids, i can't even do.

The pain, headaches, heartache and prayers for a child, feels like it goes unanswered.