I’m being so dumb and I admit it


My boyfriend and I have been ttc for 3 years now. Medical stuff and all that... Anyway, he proposed to me on my birthday last month after 6 plus years together, so obviously we quit ttc so I wouldn’t be pregnant on our wedding day. Tonight his little sister tells all of us she’s pregnant (after 3 months off the pill) and I have so many rude feelings about it and am bitter and feel like she’s stealing our thunder. I Know she’s not so calm the eff down. Anyway. I feel the damn way I do and don’t want to because I love her and her boyfriend and they deserve all things good. Help me get over my damn shit and be happy for them. I’m only human.