I don’t know what I did wrong, i feel like shit 😔

They’ll constantly ignore me. When I talk, they’re like “What?” “What did you say?” and when I text they’ll either leave me on seen or answer after hours. They’ll rarely agree with something I say and they’ll make fun of something random about me.

On the other hand, I’ll give them anything they need, ride them anywhere they want anytime and stand up for them any time someone has a conflict with them or jokes about something they said.

It’s hard for me to make new friends, and even if I do, I’m sure it will end up like this. It always ends up like this. Since years ago, I’ll always end up being used up and sad. But still I’ll need them because otherwise I’ll stay lonely.

Do they not believe that I’m actually a kind person? Maybe they think I’m faking? Are they jealous about something? Or have I actually done something I shouldn’t have done? I really can’t explain what’s going on, but whatever it is, it makes me so sad and losing confidence.