Pregnancy is suppose to be a happy time but I’m not I get no support emotionally from my kids dad I’m really contemplating leaving and starting new I’m absolutely done he’s so immature and not even here right now from a night of partying idk how to start over but I’m at that point where I want information to start over with my kids and my dog I absolutely can’t stand him I think I’m dumbest person for staying this long between fidelity and the lies and all of it I’m done I’m not being a good mom being unhappy