Gained weight... after a 60+ lbs loss

Annay

So after losing over 60 lbs down to a 12/14, I am at a size 18 now. I honestly feel my worst, after stepping on a scale this week. I’m only 5,2; and weighing at 240. I am beyond devastated, but imma make the best of it. Thick is the best thing, right? I say thick but I was told I’m not thick, I’m fat 😔