Anybody else afraid to be themselves?

So I'm naturally weird, lets just put it that way. I'm not so weird that its awkward, but I'm funny weird. Does that make sense? Probably not. But I'm always so afraid of being myself in front of people that aren't my family! I feel like I try so hard not to be weird that I'm boring to people. Ugh it's so annoying😭. Is anybody else like this?