my relationship ended with me blocking him 2 weeks ago. i got tired of the secrets and lies. he made me feel like i wasn’t important to him. since then i’ve reconnected with an old friend (nothing romantic) that he made me block because he was so controlling. at times i feel bad bc i think part of me is still attached to him. but it’s not fair that he got to treat me such a way and when i’m on the journey to find myself i still get distracted with thoughts of him. i guess i just feel like i don’t deserve to move on