I just got out of a 2 and a half year relationship, he was the man I thought I was going to marry and have kids with. I’m definitely not ready to start dating but I can’t deny that I’m going to have to at some point, and I’m really scared to, Ive only gone from relationship to relationship, I’ve never actually dated and I’m an adult now, I’m almost 21, the last time I was even in the position to date I was in high school and I can only assume dating in high school is a lot different than dating as an adult. I know I’m still young and I have so much time to figure everything out but I started being an adult with him by my side, he’s all I’ve known for 2 and a half years (the next parts gonna be kinda tmi) and he’s the only person I’ve ever been with sexually so that kind of terrifies me, being with someone else like that. I’m almost terrified to start dating and I’m terrified to be alone